sereneweiiweii

serene felt sad

2010-04-14T01:09:00.000-07:00

when was the last time i ever feel like crying ?
when was the last time my tear fall off to my face?
for so long nv le even since the last break up.everything to me i dun feel anything even got scold
today my tear fall to my face and i felt sad
dun feel like doing anything the me dun even feel like going out=(
my heart feel pain feel that something is missing .
shou bu chu de yi zhong xin qin

haiz

2010-04-14T01:05:00.000-07:00

this blog is because of you i created de.
so i dun care who will come view
i dun care what will they say
i just want to post what i want say to you .
i dose not have to ask you how have been cause i know you are alright
and you are much more happy now.
i should hate you so much and dun want see you anymore but i just cant
always hear from ppl they saw you tell me things about you
i will tell myself how much i hate you
and i dun want to know dun want to care anymore
but i am just liying to everyone even want lie to myself.
i still cant let go of you i just cant let the love fold off itry i really did
if was last time de me i will keep call you text you
i really did not message you try no to even work at bedok meet anyone at bedok cause dun even want to get the chance to meet till you
everyday make myself busy tired to think about anything
but i really cant let you off
how than could i get rid of this...
sorry so sorry

start all over again

2009-07-25T22:45:00.000-07:00

what had past just let it past ....look forward to tomorrow and there will things you understand.

21 july i wannted to start a new....all over agian..

3 days i really work hard for bonus

2009-06-20T07:45:00.001-07:00

on de thursday i do 20 cards and a fall down at waterloo....

on friday which is yesterday i do 40 cards work at brash plazze

today i work wit bi qi /shen ye at brash plazze.... we 3 do and do and do
asking all ppl we meet...
bi qi do 70 cards 5 book
shen ye do 30 cards 2 book hit first week leader ship
i did 45 cards 3 books.....

and we today if i am not wrong we win 600 points....

bad sales day

2009-06-16T08:56:00.000-07:00

today i got yck rd to do
i with shi hui and shen ye
i today only did 11 cards
.....
today i saw de dog is more that people ....haha
but all of them really cute=)

i today i walking i did not saw a tree infront of me cause i doing things ....den i just walk den got 1 tree de bruch poke my eye den red and i cry lo....only left side cry right side never =)

whatever i post is to share my day not letting you all to tell ppl...

2009-06-15T08:18:00.000-07:00

i treat this blog as my diary and i willing to share it with people so that my day could feel better after talking everything that i am not happy ...
maybe yes some of the thing not happy with each other should say it out but dose it mean that ppl have too add things to it...
for me i dun really like to keep thing in my heart which i dun like about it ...but did you people out there ever though of ...if you have a friend which is so good at the start but now just like so so ....will you want to tell de person straight to de person....??
but i can just say whatever i am not happy about i will just say cause i am the type of ppl which got what say what.what not happy about just say.
but i also will thought of ppl de feeling de.

today although i am still not feeling well but i today did 31 cards ..
although i may not be doing as good as other do . but i am happy for my sales today ...haha

hey(biqi)(mummy)
i am sorry if i have hurt you alot ,
but i really just want to help you to built up your team.
maybe there is here and there i am not happy with you .but lets fight for this X . T .C ba...
jia you
IMPREGNABLE!!!!

to everyone who is reading my blog if anything you not happy about what i say i can just say too bad cause i am who i am, i am born this way , i am not going to chance , what i can say is just dun read my blog if you are unhappy ....i still will just contiue share all my happy sad and crazy days of my to you .....enjoy=)

my sick day

2009-06-13T22:13:00.000-07:00

yesterday 13 june 2009
i am sick having high fever so i did not went to work38.88c
i was like cant get up off bed.even now writing blog also on bed.
yesterday javein ask me take mc ... but i am shortof cash no money to go see doctor lo.
so i eat whatever medic my boyfriend house have...

today i wake up cook porrige to eat after 5 mins i all vomit out
haiz.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY'S XUE LIN

2009-06-12T08:07:00.000-07:00

Today bi fen go work with mi....
she look very blur lo
teach her things she oh.oh.oh..
den i ask her you know what is S.E.X
she dun know .
S.E.X means smile.eye to eye and exciment
den when we ask okay they must say alright den she also blur like hell.
morri meeting ask her to intro herself, she also blur blur don know what to say...
after meeting bi fen, shen ye and me went to the place that i choosen which is at AMK.
when reach AMK when we want to eat our lunch at the foodcourt with the others.
she eat dem slow lo..
she go find her father working ppl to help her to buy de 1st card.

we when to indus there like shit lo...haha...
den about 3pm we go landed place to do.
there got alot of dogs ...one of de cat follow mi and bi fen.
today i do shit again i only do 13 cards 2 books
bi fen do 15 cards she kick my ass man...

when we go back office we wait for everyone come back to celebrate xue lin birthday
happy birthday xuelin...hope your wish come true that you can earn alot...
hahas~

bi fen eat chicken wing den i have not time to eat ...
den she tell me say why dun want da bao....stupid lo....

i hate all this shit.

2009-06-11T06:33:00.000-07:00

today i very angry lo.
bi qi never tell our team de leader is 9.30 report lo den waste my fare to work like shit lo .
den today javein talk to kailing ask her go back think she want this job or not.

today i go out with yi wei
i work a full day run here and there but i only did 11 cards
asshole lo

today xuelin did 98 cards
bi qi did 81 cards

den bi qi like very not happy about our sales lo ass la.
den go home me and bi qi say about de team than whatever shit i am nnot happy i also tell her...
i told her say if we tgt as a team i really cant stand she also think so so i think we should just not being de same team anymore anyway she also dun think we can win than what is de point...asshole la
she only good in shouting scold ppl and do her own sale ...
still want tell me what borning asshole
dun bull shit with me la....

unhappy days

2009-06-10T07:18:00.000-07:00

today i really very un happy about bi qi again...
i really feel like builting my team if not i join others i really dun like to workk with her anymore.
today who ever lose must eat mad dog ....
but in de morri meeting they say that if lose clean de office den pk den must eat tgt but in de end lose de must eat what de hell
today i vs wen feng i win i did 24 cards.
wen feng lose but he did not eat . shhi hui vs xue lin they both pk but they dun know till they reach office than javein ask them to eat they both cry lo and xue lin was having fever stomach pain still ask her eat . shi hui is dun know how to eat chili de lo.
biqi also lose and eat stomach pain feel cold all this lo .... and to pr also eat 1 vomit 1 stomach pain....ass hole lo .
i look after shi hui den after it i when back to my boyfriends house.

9 june 2009
i today did 18 cards
but also not i want de
bi qi sick den she when home first . den she keep on message me ask me about de sales all this i really very angry lo ....
den do not good she also say ... what de f***
we have some learder meeting between us saying about things share about our day all this lo .....

first day back to work

2009-06-08T08:32:00.000-07:00

everything seem to go back as same as last time morri wake up,bath,go work,eat morri breadfast we friends have joke have fun. today i when back to my job biqi really very happy
and so do others even shi hui haha~
as same as last time having morri meeting but javien is not around.
wow now our team has 7 people le. have biqi,mii,kailing,shen yen,kaslin,alvin and yi wei a guy not a girl ar...

today work around bugis..
today only did 20 cards
haiz but i really work a full day wor..

go back office have a short team meeting than i go back le...

sereneweiiweii

my happy & my sadness

2009-06-07T06:31:00.000-07:00

i have not been working for a week cause firstly my boyfriend does not like it 2nd cause i when i malaysia cause my uncle pass away...

tml i can go back to work le .cause my boyfriend say i like that job so much plus i am happy working there so he let me back . at first i hear this i really very happy but i scare he will ask me quit again if he is not happy .

my 3rd uncle pass away everyone very sad
my grandmother and grandfather 80 plus le
and they need to see my uncle pass away when he only 40 plus and he didnt even marry yet ...
my grandmother really very sad she keep on cry and cry ...
grandfather also but he did not cry cause he dose not want uncle leave without peace.
when my mother know uncle pass away she also very sad she cry and cry...
but reach malaysia she did not cry till all of us send him of .my mother say de ah bao thing den suddenly at my side she shout AH HUAT and she cry shoutting very loud for his bother.
den all of as start to cry even me ...and we all very worry about ah ma ..keep on turn behid and see.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLEN
today boyfriend when to allen birthday den i at home lo.cause he also nv ask me go .
i really feel very sad about it lo . cause he just dun even care to call and tell them say can i go also .
and i think is can de lo all of them also know me plus i am her girlfriend lo .
i really dun know am i her girlfriend or not .
really i feel that after he have new lab top he work sleep go down find friend use com more than he accompany me.
now he got a new phone le den dun want our couple phone ..i really very hate him lo .
dun care what i will never sell my w910i and nokie 522o de cause this 2 phone maybe not important to him but it means alot to me to let mi remember this relationship......

stress over things.

2009-05-24T09:55:00.000-07:00

i really having alot of stress over my jobs and my relationship...
i really like this job cause i am type of person who really love to talk ..
and love to see and meet lots of diff people out they..
at this job i really learn alot of things
eg. i know how to talk to people in de right way
.how to appocet ppl
.how to work in de right time like lunch time ..
i still remember that de first day i when down to interview i look very blur...
haha~ but this guy name javien came out of his office and talk to me when i was writing my interview paper. and lots of thing i dun know how to write den he teach mii...i really feel very happy cause the way he tell me make me feel very friendly.
den i go in for interview it is still javien ,than at that point i that know he is our manger.
stupid ya...haha.
on de next day i when to work (14 april 2009)
i get to know more peolple like my learder justin,team name(ACE)
chirs(sky)her girlfriend which is now one of my good sister evon(ocean)
shi hui one of my working sister too i treat her like my girlfriend, i forget what is her team name le..
the first day i when with justin and shi hui to bugis...justin treat me eat...oh ya and also wen feng...4 plus den reach...haha..
that day i only sold 2 card..
on the 3rd day i know jamsine(ace)and xueli(sky) their first day...haha
and of cause more on sat.. i know marcus/wen hao/rui xin/zhi hao/zhi neng/anmoom/and alot more after that even ex guy...

i really have alot of fun with all this people always going to diff place with diff people...meeting diff people /sale go up and down...seeing people come and go...now i am a learder too name (HEART) now i and bi qi is one group de she is my leader....cause justin left..

i really very happy in this job. but sad to say i cannot stay at this job anymore cause my boyfriend dun really like me work as this job ,cause everyday seeing me so tired and wake up early but go hm late...
so he want me to quit this job but (30 may 2009)

AND this few days i keep on fighting with my boyfriend about alots of things even my job .
because i love him so i think i should give up on this job , i really feel very sad...

haiz...things always just happen at de same time

thanks justin learder of ace teach me so must things
and also thank chirs teach me hawker
rui xin teach me stress.
wen hao try to teach me in my pitch
bi qi trying very hard to push me and want me do good sale to earn money .
thanks to people like. evon, shi hui,jasmine,xueli,xue lin,marcus,wen feng,zhi hao,everyboby i meet in excel...thank for always there for me...
plus 3 manger javien/reece/wilfied
thanks i really have lots of fun in this jobs=)

stupid work

2009-05-19T08:05:00.000-07:00

since sat day people quit this job till today i miss them so much...
cause dun care how to say we all have been working with each other one month time...
i feel so sad about people leaving lo....
now go back to office like half dead lo
only left mii and xue ling ...
den this two days give us de pr all like what shit like this de lo..
waste our time teaching and also waste our time doing sales ....
what de hell is going on man ....
cause they want have good sales than they bring all this stupid people for us ...like what de f***

today at de start of my day still very good de lo...in office from 10am wait for de two stupid girl to come but they end up reaching office at 11.50 den around 12nn that kick off...at start she okay den on bus i teach her de 5 step teach her how to pitch all this ....okay when we reach indsti park 2 i do hawker den go 1 shop by an other ask and ask but de girl just keep on talk and talk on de phone ...den we when to amk de block 400 plus there do...i was pitching when she also den i done with de costom i turn and look back de girl was lost..i look for her more that an hr what a waste of my time...i hate it... den i look all ronud and look for her ask ppl did they saw her, like a stupid fool lo.....
bring a girl name fiza...

when de first time i step into chai chee...

2009-03-24T06:33:00.000-07:00

the first time when i step into chai chee ,not a place ,not a shopping central ,is my secondary school...
when the first time i step in the school i feel it was okay till i walk in to the school i was like oh...my ...god...
please tell me that i am still on bed..
i cant believe that a school canteen has so many gate and it look like i am in a jail canteen...
the class room has less window den my house..a room that has not door...table and chair was like old and it is going to break off soon....
but i did not change to another school but i stay.
day past one day by another .i feel that this school maybe sux... but there is all of people that cares for us ...i know a alot of nice and kind friends in this school=)

but now chai chee not same le wor ...
rooms have door canteen without those stupid gate like at jail and class room table and chair are grtting better even now class room have smart broad for as to leart haha...
now i more and more like this school although boring but ii still have friends around which i feel happy when i been with them.

2009-03-18T11:03:00.000-07:00

this is my new blog

hello everyone
i will share loads of things with
all of you

view me when all of you all are free ba=)